let's just put this bluntly. life hasn't been good to me ever.

the stuffs that i hold really close to me have been failing me ever since forever. can't help it but feel like there is no point in trying since there wouldn't be a satisfying or pleasant result in the end. having the urge to just blurt out profanities but i know that it is of no point and it will do nothing but add onto the fact that i deserve it. i need better grades. i want them so badly. i hope the rest of my subjects won't fail me. i did try.

3 words. never give up.