first ut kicks off tomorrow and i no longer feel panicky about it. wait, i never once did before anyway ok to hell with them emotions. i have never considered myself as i've finished studying or whatever everyone calls it. it's like i'm never putting myself into a situation whereby i comfort myself saying that i've done my best, nothing else matters and all that bull crap. sure, one thing's for sure the effort i'm putting in is slightly higher as compared to year 1 ha ha ha ha ha, i don't know, a wake up call from nowhere that an angel implanted in my heart and brain maybe? nah, it's just a joke i've got no clue either ah well i'll just see how far it brings me.
i've been wanting to go for concerts ever since forever but haven't really had the chance to yes i'm 18 this year and i've never been to a concert. round of applause please. sigh sigh need to save up some pennies(no, a whole bucket of them in fact) and earn myself my first concert trip ever! of course if anyone's out there who's really nice and all, will buy an extra ticket and bring me along to whoever's concert as long as it's within my genre hehehehehehehe ok fat hope mehh :(
no idea why am i posting this crap here when there's ut tomorrow. 45minutes paper? i'm gonna nail it man hahahahahahahahaha no that was completely a joke for real. shall do one last revision and get back to watching haul videos bye xx.
