your smell which still lingers, to know of that you had left nothing except for solitude till the extent of me hearing creaks of an empty house. an empty room. an empty heart. to lose something so familiar to your skin, is nothing but of an heartache, a heartbreak. faced myriad invitations to just raise up the white flag and to grant peace within me, yes i've thought about it. but still faint reminders of your hands intertwined with mine, flowers in our tummies yes flowers just because you're special in my eyes. i asked God why i had to go through stuffs like this, he told me that it was to make me a stronger person. no one could ever doubt the words of the lord.